I am just your neighbor, and a liar

The posture is what I look for. And the broad shoulders and leather jacket. Its a past tense and a pretense. Im not sure what purpose it serves. But I look.

And I know I said I wouldn't crawl but Im crawling. My friends can see it in my eyes. They know more than I do, and I was left speechless for the first time in my life. The first sign is the dropping out of the floor. The second sign is the gifts. The third sign is the doors left open and the end will be the doors slamming shut.

Im a human and a machine in one creating and producing mechanical love for the ones who deserve it. But the reality is so much sweeter when it hits you. Underneath I am pure human. ready and willing. So kick it and punch it. It's there underneath.